That moment where you thought you have everything figured out, where you think that you already know who you are and what the outcome was. You thought you know a person by just being with them enough. But alas, I couldn't be more wrong.
A few days ago, I met my college crush who I had a crush on for a few years in high school. Believe me, I am not quite sure why I had a thing for him since if you compare my ANIME and KPOP and BL addiction, you'd doubt I'd even have feelings for anyone otherwise.
So there we are, sipping milk tea on an establishment that sounded fancy but believes me, the taste is just like water with sweetened cocoa, not really my type, then we talked some things about life and he is oddly interested in my love life. Then he asked if I knew girls I can introduce him to and I did try to locate one, although after talking with him, I realized something, he is not that great of a guy, he thinks with his lower half and that itself creeps me out. Then he suddenly provided T.M.I that it was almost a year since he got laid and I guess he is too horny and desperate for a girl. I am so glad I never got the chance to really get deep. I am glad I did not agree with going out with him, I would really just be hurt in the process in the long run, plus I might even be in trouble when it comes to my chastity.
Well so long as I have learned my lesson, that is another one on my list of why I don't like being In a relationship.
