Have you ever felt like you really want to break down and just let it all go? Like you are alone and was never wanted by the world? Have you ever felt disregarded by everything around you and just left there forgotten by all? Well, I can relate to that.
I am a student on the brink of her teenage years and am experiencing those things, I always wake up each morning, thinking to myself if I was really meant for this world or was I just a girl born on the wrong side of a parallel universe. Sometimes, I experience doubts about myself, I even feel insecurities that I am shocked to know that I have. So here I was turning to people, asking questions that I know they won't be able to answer. Asking them questions like, why am I here? Am I a mistake? Or even the question, Are you happy that you knew me?
I am so depressed in looking for answers that I didn't bother looking back for me to see that the answer is right under my noses all along. Why ask if I was a mistake when just by your presence someone is already happy. Why question your existence when all along you are the reason someone is happy in their life. Then I realized, I keep looking, finding answers to my impossible questions, turning to people whom I know would never answer me when there are people whom have answered my questions without me asking them to.
So if you are someone who feels like the world is leaving you behind? Someone who feels like everyone is just kicking you back when you are falling down?
I am telling you, you don't have to look forward and watch that world when you can look back and see those people who are with you as you are falling down, those people who are with you when you never really noticed them, those people that was always there to answer your call and protect you when you never begged them to.
OPEN YOUR EYES TO THOSE PEOPLE THAT COMFORTS YOU WHEN YOU NEEDED IT MOST. AND YOU WILL FINALLY ENJOY LIFE AS IT IS.
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