Wow! what a surprise

I was disappointed, I feel abandoned. It was an unexpected turn of events. I thought I could trust in your words. I thought you were a man in your words. I felt like I was a fool waiting for you. I felt like I can't trust you enough to believe you.

It's hard on my part, I thought at the end there is your words that gives me strength. That you won't leave me hanging like the others do. I thought I can hang on to you when I need strength. That your words is enough to make me secure.

Alas, in the end. I expected too much, I believed easily, I trusted blindly. In the end, I am alone, barely making it to the day, barely even alive. Now you have robbed me of everything, my strength, my pride, my heart, my respect and now, my trust.

I am not angry at you, I am angry at myself. How could I have forgot. I was never the outgoing type, I was never the group member. I was never involved at a pair. I was always the one, the extra. Someone you see when you need it. Someone like me should not exist.

See? I am not angry, just disappointed. CONGRATULATIONS!! You have just broken my trust to you.