Gaining his Attention

In our lives there would always come a day where you meet someone that would change your view on love. You may not notice it but it does exist.

Now I am currently experiencing this so called "Crushing on the Opposite Gender" and may I say that it is hard, specially when you feel that you would never be noticed by him.

So you keep on just glancing at him, but still there comes a time where even glancing seems like it's not enough. You get jealous when he approaches other girls and just ignores you. The thing is, you can just approach him directly, be yourself, be jolly and befriend him. Simple right?

Though what will you do if you are the type of person that is cool on the outside but actually a coward on the inside. You are unable to approach him because your mind wanders off telling you negative thoughts of what would happen if you do approach him.

The thing is, not all what they teach you can apply to your situation. Believe me, I know, Why? Because I am currently in that position. unable to approach him. Waiting for some miracle to happen that at least he would talk to me.

Every time he would actually approach me, I'd act cold and seemingly like I never cared about anything but inside is different. I would even go to the extent where I actually search in the internet clues if he do like me. And believe me when I say this, not everything it says applies to you.

It's kind of confusing right? But still, what can I do? I am just a coward hiding behind a mask unable to voice out the feelings trapped inside my heart.