Thanks for Falling for my Best Friend

I first met you, then you met her
I was just your friend, now you're together
I watch from afar while you're with each other
Now you've fallen with one another

I knew that I had feelings for you
Hoping you'd return my feelings too
But alas the dice have rolled, tables have turned
You leave me broken and now shattered, I've learned

Up till now, I think it's the end
By the way thanks
For falling for my best friend
Even though it seems hard to comprehend
To see you with my EX- best friend


It seems hard to think that your crush or in my point love, is now totally and madly in-love, what's worse? He is truly, madly in-love with your best friend. And the thing is, she doesn't have a clue. You can see it in his eyes. Those eyes that never saw you, those eyes that declined you, those eyes that saw everything, excluding you.

You wanted to shout at her, how dare she do this! How dare she betrayed you! How dare she steal him away from you!. But the thing is, you were never a couple. You were just a friend in his eyes. You are just a friend to his now future girl-friend.

Outside you congratulate them though inside, you are crying, deep down wishing that if only you never knew him. If only you never knew her. Then maybe it won't hurt. Then maybe you won't experience the harsh reality that when it comes to love, you don't stand a chance.

Too much problems, in life, in school plus adding your heartbreak. Plus no one to lean on. Wouldn't it be a great reason for you to think of committing suicide? Wouldn't it be great to just escape and just fall asleep for eternity? But how can we?

This is the bitter truth, we wanted to die because of this but we can't. No matter what we do. This experience may teach us not to believe in fairytales and happy endings.

Just a thing I wanted to say:

To my Crush:

I became stupid because of you
I abandoned myself because of you
I became a jerk because of you
Didn't know you're a much bigger jerk than I do