If only I was in her shoes, would they complement me the same? If I was her, would my life be perfect like what I see she has? If only I was who she is, would my hurt be satisfied?
Comparing me to another, ashamed of having me. Embarrassed of being related to me. A total disgrace, the black sheep of the family. The odd one out, the one born out of plan as they say.
If only I was what she is, maybe then he'd notice these feelings for him locked up inside me. Maybe I won't be left out at everything. Maybe my life won't be this miserable it seem.
If only I was not born the way I am, would things finally turn around. Would everything be finally clear. Would I be able to really understand my life. If I was her, maybe things will change for the better.
For once, maybe I'd appreciate my existence.
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