Miss Invisible

There are times when you feel invisible to the people around you. Where you feel insecure all of a sudden because of the attention given to other people excluding you. That inferior feeling where you'd rather vanish than feel this way.

That feeling where you were only noticed with all your mistakes though through all your achievements you are invisible. Yes they see you clearly as day though they treat you like you are so far away. Many things would come up of your mind. Are you hated? Despised? Abandoned?

Is it bad to say what you wanted to say? Is it sinful to act what you wanted to act? Voiceless, Powerless and Hopeless, those are the things that might come out when you are invisible. Unable to tell them that it hurts the way they treat you unequally, that it's painful to watch everything happen just in front of you. The unfair love and attention they give, the totality of it all which lacks when it comes to you.

Was it our fault when we cannot achieve their desired outcome. Was it our fault that because of too much expectations to pursue that we fall down to the ground. Was it our fault that we are now drifting away from them just because we are not their favorites. Was it our fault to choose to be invisible just to lessen the pain. Was it our fault that everything just doesn't seem right. Was it our fault to hate them back when they do the same. Was it our fault to act the way we want to because we are full of it. Was it our fault to request freedom from confinement.

Did you forget, we are humans capable of feelings. We also grow tired too.