Hate that I Love You

You say you care for me
Though today you leave me
You say you treasure me
But now you threw me

You say you need me
You say you love me
Then why were you lying to me?
Why are you breaking me?

You made me expect that there is something
You made me believe about everything
 You allowed me to fall deeply
Ending my heart shattered inside me

Does fooling me that entertaining?
Does loving me that disturbing?
Does liking me threatening?
If not, then what are you doing?

With you I end up hurt badly
With you I end up terribly lonely
With you I end up broken hardly
With you I expect too much, sadly

If only I could forget you
If only my heart could stop too
If only I could ease the pain too
If only I could hate that I love you..