I've had Enough

I am tired of crying over the same things. I am tired of being blamed things I didn't do. I am tired of being misunderstood. I am tired of being unheard. I am tired of understanding the wrong things other people do. I am tired of adjusting myself to be compatible to others. I am tired of feeling the same wounds over and over again.

I am tired of being forgotten by the ones who should've remembered me. I am tired of writing petty poems and blogs about my feelings because no one dared to listen. I am tired of keeping secrets that pains me to say. I am tired of being perfect just to please everyone everyday.

I am tired of blaming myself of every wrong actions I've done. I am tired of being left out in front of a crowd. I am tired of being alone back here in my room. I am tired of thinking that everything would be okay. I am tired of going home to the same anger you throw at me. I am tired of waking up hating my existence. I am tired of everything I am used to doing. So here I am left in thinking.

Should I stop now at this crucial moment? Should I shout that it's enough? Should I stop giving fake laughs and smiles? Should I? I wonder?